ISOLATION

Case notes      

Isolation to Alienation 

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Sunday, 22 December 2013     12:54 PM

They are having one isolated and alienated could be just in ones head or one thinks that one is most hated or disliked. they are using china as n reason to have one alienated to having one accused for wanting war,  alas they have covered up from there own conspiracy they are an conspiracy of war hence there presence in ones head.  They are an conspiracy against one and so on as to what they are guilty of, but they are arguing to be legit to be right to do so, and they are all doing so as Asians and thick Asians and blacks and so on.

They will conspire against one and will argue and probably the same as whites or this nation where it is always going to either there arse or my arse, they have all chosen for it to be my arse, or it would be all of them or them all as an race or something like that. hence they all conspire against one and have ganged up against one, this is probably the same conspiracy which has always existed where they have or must have always been against one and on one case, not sure about there reasons or motives. 

This has been going on all my life hence they have always been against one or have this stance against one whether one is isolated, and they have all kept one alienated, throughout ones life,  and they have done so by one method or the other and have whatever reason they have but suffix to say one is kept isolated.  They will argue against one being isolated where one is mixing and mingling with people or going to work and is surround by people which is true and i must associate and not become isolated, whilst if looking at things in details i do not really know anyone. Most of them are just people one has worked with or is working with.

One is isolated and confined to those in ones head and the implants even though one is able to mix and mingle and talk and associate with people, one can not do so without them all knowing and there approval, mostly they do not approve and do not want people talking to one or one having friends and perhaps have voiced that publically.  Ones mind is toyed with respect to isolation and the behaviour of others which i deem normal where people move rush hour as they do, but this thing of them all working on the mind and want one mind effected and want one to see things differently. They will also argue that such thoughts are ones own, thus poisoning up the mind with respect to what one thinks of those around one, and ones environment.

There are war games and this idea of one being hostile and horrible, one also being linked to china, questions are asked of one and about one where one is then angry at them for asking one questions,  where they are just probing and finding things on one or assuming that one is guilty of something or wrong in respects. ones thoughts are broadcasted to them all winding one up with there presence in ones head and saying things in ones head to one getting angry,

that anger is inferred to be directed towards everyone, as opposed to those in ones head.

One is angry with those in one head they all make one mad but do not want it all seen as such or do not want to be consider to be driving one mad but they are, and sometimes they are very evil which all makes one angry also and i would threaten them be angry at them and want revenge fro the harm they causing one.  i know they are causing one harm, but one has to prove it and then whom to, whilst one is supposed to be angry at everyone, they know of these war games, where one dependent on China to show ones anger. 

Organisation does drive one mad and they want to know what one would do about it, and always just refer to china for assistance, to respond back  where they as an organisation will just keep driving one insane, and have no intentions of understanding anything or listening to anything they just want one insane. They are guilty of wanting one insane, but have changed to being less blatant about it, but still driving one insane, alas they are just more covered up from ill intentions or meaning one harm.

They want to come across as meaning well and just wanting one married, where they know that everyone is listening or the whole world is listening, and so they just go on about marriage or asking one to get married, and driving one mad where they will not stop going on about marriage or insisting and demanding that one get married. One is also set up where i get angry and am responding with anger, with things broad casted everyone might think of one as being an bad person or an insane person. 

Pressure on marriage is insane and sick they have pressured one and driven one mental into this marriage thing, many issues exist and i reject there marriage for many reasons including the fact that i do not want them in ones head and should not have to live with them in ones head, i do not like them in ones head and all the problems related to that. alas they have caused as much damage as possible and have forced one to forget about one own life. The pressure is such that one is unable to do much in life but to deal with there presence.

As an organisation they are countering whatever one does, especially if it is attempts to get out of control, that includes association or progress or writing about things, and they do attack the mind on many things and in many ways. From loud noises to the tones of sounds,

and screaming in ones head when napping, to disturbing one when resting they do not allow the mind to rest, and allow the mind to refresh itself.  Many issues and many problems exist with them all in ones head and do cause what harm and damage they can. 

Things are in reverse but organisation is still present, and tends to revert to causing one such problem as and when they want. It may not be as concentrated as mental torture, but issues still persist, they do and can revert to causing one problems.  Pain can be caused and there means of doing one head is mostly to go on about marriage, shouting at one and doing one head on that and other things are used to wind one up. They want one angry and mental to go mental and to do something or to give into them.

They then do have anger on one or battery of thoughts and hate and anger, where they will not stop winding one up things and meaning to do so they want to get to one and want one to go mental or to break or crack, and are warning one that one will.  That conspiracy of insanity or to break one and people is very much active and very much grown to being something as an way of life or something that goes on every day.

One has mentioned this conspiracy to break people, as an notion of something going on ten years ago but not sure of the details or the fact of it all and presently one is aware of it, it is voiced to them all boasting about it and wanting one blamed or having this twisted argument that one is to blame for the others going insane or breaking, or being broken. There are many insane sounds and many indications that this breaking is going on, and could be many victims of this also. Organisation and conspiracy is taking advantage of this and also moving to use this as an weapon or some policy.  At present it all relates to ones refusal to get married, to them all taking things out on women.

They all insist that one must get married or the will harm women or shag then and so on and winding one up or putting that in ones head and wanting to know if i would agree to marriage, obviously i will refuse hence they go about there insane games an insane sounds and the notion of harming someone, and doing something or the other and well wanting it as ones own fault, or blaming one for not getting married.  

Others are warning one or boasting that they will break women and insist that one must get married, where they are intent on forcing one into marriage, it is said or implied that everyone is involved in this situation and everyone is in this together, or there being some strong movement or agreement or this co-operation the idea or notion that everyone wants one married.  Lots of pressure on that  and they are making one upset and effecting ones mood to causing one pain also, and able to upset up hence one is then just less sociable or friendly.  one is also not supposed to be nice to those around one where one is angry with that regime for causing one harm, but one is expected or supposed to continue with that venting of anger and expected to also show that anger to those around one.

Them all do just drive one mad asking one to get married and ignoring what ever one says not wanting to know what one has to say or ones rejecting of things and just asking gone to get married an to forcing one into this situation  of having to deal with hostile blacks and hostile whites and this idea or notion that one is to learn to stick to ones own kind, they want one married whilst one is deemed to be wanting trouble or will want trouble or deemed to be racist, i guess because people are racist toward one or ones mind is messed with accordingly.

One is angry though, with the pressure on marriage with them all just refusing to get out  of ones head and just continuously going on about married and asking one to get married, but i do not like them in ones head and do not want to listen to them, and do not see why i should have to listen to them all the time or as and when ever want to say something, and they are mostly arguing so as to repress ones mind to attack ones mind,  where they do not want one thinking or knowing ones own mind. 

it is all summing up to isolation and keeping one isolated, where they boast about moving against one and the warn one they will do so and can do so and perhaps they have done so not sure, that may explain some changes with those around one, or it could just be normal but i think it is them or it could be then as an regime, where sometimes they are blatant about removing women from ones life. Hostile on this and have voiced that in realty and also in ones head, whilst it could just be easy to deter someone from association with one.

They do wind one up on such actions and are very strong that way and it is related to insane games, where they will continue to cause such problems until one get married and they do always ask one how long this will go one for, where they are acting against one and moving against one not sure what in detail just what they are saying in one head, but they are moving against one and insisting on marriage or the will carry on with whatever they are doing.

It is insane games as to what they are doing and they will argue against one where the want to out smart one or want to be consider smarter then one, and it is all over dumb arguments or over some dump points where they will accuse one of being wrong with respect to ones reasoning or mentality, both of which are just assumed or one i forced into that error, ones true mentality is ignored.  They will for example accuse me of not listening to them, but they have never said anything to one other then messing with ones head, they accuse one of saying things offensively or being rude or mouthy and so on but one was never like although one is and mostly through China i vent my anger.

My anger is then controlled by myself and not them, and other things on being set up, suffix to say there is some question asked as to whether such anger and violent thoughts are ones own or not, it is perhaps so that they are setting me and china up, or one is venting one anger but whatever it is they whom are still making one angry but even when angry one does not go mental or vent anger so easy.  They have nothing else on one with respect to anger not an single thought other than the thought of China. 

Even so things are broad casted and everyone may know of such arguments, and it all may be keeping one isolated or alienated,  where it is some sort of war games with one being angry and wanting them dead and so on.  With the all just hell bent on driving one mad, and the have and will drive one insane, or have made ones life insane it all shifts from one person to the next to one race or the next as to whom is to blame and whom is behind this.  From ones family being mentioned ones brother to anyone and everyone acting in all this or being involved in all this and moving in some direction or the other. 

It all mostly is against one, and they have managed to have this notion of everyone being against one or everyone being in this together or everyone co-operating with them, lots of reasons as to why this all goes on and also too fill one head up with rubbish.  Reasons are give but it  is some sort of explanation of this situation, where one isolated throughout ones life or one has been alienated throughout ones life.  

People are against one and ones brother is also deemed to be against one as voiced over com`s and events not sure, it is all mind games as to whom and what is going one and perhaps I know that one has issues with anyone and everyone, and with family and with blacks and with whites and for some reason or the other.  They do not want one to have an case of conspiracy and to nail an organisation and reasons are shifted into being because of human nature, they want things blended into society and for events to have normal reasons. 

Lots of reasons exist, from there being an race war and one is to stick to one own kind, to there being an race issue and one is to stick to one own kind, and they wanting nothing to do with one until one get married, and they will not approve of anyone having anything to do with one until one get married and everyone agrees to this marriage, hence nobody will have anything to do with one, or will have anything to do with one until one get married.

The idea of everyone being in this or involved is toyed with, with one being isolated them all able to mess with one head as to what other think, and as to they behave the way they do or ignore one, with them all asking one question and wanting one to take note of that which goes on around one or the changes in people behaviour towards one. I do but do not make much of anything whilst they are just working on the mind with respect to normal events or events which they have placed there as an conspiracy, and tormenting one and wanting one to make something of things. It is all insanity and linked to them all driving one insane with insane people being in ones head.

Other reasons include one being angry and into war games hence one consider an bad person or wrong or consider to be wanting war hence nobody ants anything to do with one, other issues on organisation / blacks not wanting anyone to have anything to do with one, where they accuse one of wanting war or getting white against them or bringing about trouble, they all seem to be able to get away with thing as Blacks or as Asians, but as an organisation they would not. 

Many reasons where ones character is deemed to be that of an bad person someone whom insane or wrong or thick or that of character where one is impossible or difficult or an liar and thick and would get them into trouble because one is also in this conspiracy.  One does reject association and friend ship with certain people, mostly those in ones head and those behind the implants, where i know they are guilty of causing one harm and driving one mental and using the implants and being mental and angry at one over marriage or something else. 

As an organisation they are arguing and insisting one becoming one friends, and know that i have no friends,  and toying around with there with attempts at forcing about there presence in ones life but i know them to be guilty and trouble, and they also want onto force one into marriage and are very mental on such things. I know them to be guilty of things, including messing with the brain and messing with ones typing to causing one pain, or they could be guilty of other things or the same,  and they are guilty of keeping one isolated. 

Organisation is stealing ones mind, and they want to argue to know better then one and hence moving into this problem of stealing one mind and dominating ones mind not allowing one to work or to have ones mind working and being independent.  Organisation is forcing one into there regime and forcing me to do things there way and to allow them to handle things, i do not know them but what i do know of them is that they are very messy and very much a lot of trouble and guilty also, and very wrong where they are doing wrong my one also, they argue that it is absolute necessary .

Blacks and or organisation wants there actions to be legit and are arguing on this idea or notion of what they do is necessary, on surfaced of things perhaps so but they are organisation, and conspiracy, and they do argue and arguing against one. They are washing one of thoughts but one has protect oneself from such an organisation and such an conspiracy, 

where there is protocol in which no nation would be able to act or conspire against one in such away.   They are not allowing the brain and the mind to work hence one is unable to recall the logic gates, and it is they as an organisation which is blocking one mind and brain and preventing me from arguing against them.  i think there conspiracy of war or there engagement of to war becomes legit whilst the reactions i all this as per an organisation or conspiracy is also then shifted to becoming legit. 

They are an organisation which is and has conspired in all this and against one throughout one’s life it is an matter of proof, of whether i can prove it or not, and one falls back on the notion that one has implants therefore one is conspired against and an organisation exist and that organisation has conspired against one throughout ones life.  They idea and the arguments is that one has prove that all three races including blacks, are also that organisation and have always also been ones case.  They all want there ill intentions to be legit, and they may have done some bad and wrong things within society, but they are also moving for there action against one to be legit, and i know they this ill intentions towards one also.

They are an organisation and as an organisation they have kept one isolated, via going after one head and doing one head in and forcing one to go mental or to become mental, them all jamming into one head at times and just not allowing one too associate where i would just be to busy arguing against them or dealing with there presence. They all want to keep using implants an to keep ones mind occupied,  and making sure that one is repressed.

They are against ones mind waking up or me knowing my own mind or thoughts, and against one thinking or considering things where ones head or mind is blocked up,  and do not want one considering things or thinking, where they consider one as being trouble, and they do not want me thinking about women or associating with women and even looking for some sort of relationship.  It is all to do with the mind and thoughts where i would it would all be of thought first and they all want one married or are using married to repress such thoughts and any such relationship.

They are using marriage to keep one isolated and hat pressure on married or there want for marriage is keeping one isolated and perhaps they are using there want for marriage to argue against others associating with one or having anything to do with one, to there attacking of ones mind and doing one head in to knowing what ever one is doing and whatever one is thinking or saying, whom one is associating with or talking to or interested in.  They are able to move against one and well perhaps they are doing so as an organisation or otherwise.

It is also mentioned that one would be up against the Asians community, and any women that one was to be interested would be perhaps harassed in such an fashion. everything is shifted into this marriage thing with them all doing one  head in and driving one mental and they all think that one has no choice in the matter and are being very angry at one,  and perhaps this thing of being power and big cause they are able to move against whatever one does in life. 

it is not just about women it is about everything that one does in life including say writing, but such issues are repressed. It is about ones every thought where they are very much against ones every thought. 

They are against all that is individual, and the details of events and issues will prove that and that is the case where they are perhaps forcing this cover up by going after say women or wanting the issue to be about women, it is more to do with control they are after women cause the want to control one, ones head one brain and ones life, and they do have this control over one and they want to stay in control of one. 

It is nothing to do with women, it just that an women would perhaps mean things are out of there control, an element would exist which is then out of there control. Arrange marriage is just an extension of that control whilst there seems to be a lot of trouble here or could be trouble here hence any relationship maybe deemed not possible. 

The issue of being kept as an prisoner should be mentioned where the organisation has kept one under insane control all my life, watching one knowing what one is doing and whom one is associating with and knowing ones every move and ones ever thought and able to move against things, they will not allow for that which they do not approve of.  As to whom is keeping one as an prisoner is subject of mind games or much torment where they are all in ones head and are all acting against one as Asians or White or Blacks or as an organisation or as an nation. 

At present things are very strongly about marriage they will not allow for anything else in ones life but there marriage, they are in effect erasing all other case issues that one may have within this conspiracy or against them.  Whilst also winding one up and boasting about costing one and causing one harm and damage, where they will cost one if one does not get married, hence taking things from one including ones identity ones mind ones thoughts ones genius ones ideas ones theories, to ones money, to women in one life or whatever would exits or would be possible in ones life it is all physiological and just toyed within ones head and could be an aspect of realty.

One is kept isolated cause they want too keep one confined to the implants, and for experiments there is no trace of anything or evidence no witness it would just be my word against them, or just me against them where i would have no assistance, and would be on my own against an conspiracy against one.  They are able to mess with ones head and nobody knows, to it all being there intentions too keep one as an Human guinea pig and for experiment without any there being any trace or evidence of anything. 

One is up against an conspiracy, I would have to remove that conspiracy but also there presence from ones head, I guess isolation is not going to help where resistance would be futile, problems are caused  and one is unable to do anything about it and alas one has to prove it.

Issues are about association and they have prevented one from associating, with many arguments over association, and lot of rubbish over associating where they are always saying things in one head to deter one from association to getting very hostile and mental on association.   They say things in one head which is an deterrence or effects the mind they would say things as in no thanks, or they would say no, or say things which would just quench the action of association.  On offering someone a lift home, they would just pretend to be that person or say things ones head on behalf of that person, where ones mind would still be considering things. there are many aspect of that where they speak on behalf of the other person.

The rest is conspiracy and them all getting hostile if one is not deterred, and attempts to associate or talk or gets on with other people, or one is un effected by the mind control or interfering with the mind,  they are able to fill ones head with rubbish hence ones mind would be pre occupied, or arguing ones head or being horrible in ones head hence i would miss conversations or not able to payee attention to what is said to one or would no longer be in an mood to talk and converse with others.  

Other warnings are that they are also deterring others from associating with one and being friendly with one, hence there warnings would to one would then be merited and i am then supposed to listen to them or take there advice.  Just tricks, and there ability or attempts to show or prove the know better then one. It is all very much an conspiracy against one and they have managed to keep one isolated and confined to the implants through out ones life.

It is there intentions to keep one confined to the implants or one is confined to those behind the implants and they have not allowed for anyone else in ones life, it is tricks where one has to then approve of those in ones head or one has no choice but to association with those in ones head, and it is they whom are pushing for association with one and to become ones friends. 

Tricks where they are waiting until ones mind is worn out, and one is unable to consider or think properly or able to explain ones self where one is tormented or ones mind and brain is blocked up they wall want one to agree to things, and it is my loss where i do not agree or approve, to things, many of these things would be things i would have in ones life anyways or would be apart of ones life or aspect of ones life but one has to reject such things cause it is coming from organisation. 

Things would exist in ones life i would already have things in ones life, or things are attainable naturally or normally, but that organisation wants everything to go through them, and to be passing through them for there approval, where they will not allow themselves to be conspired as an organisation or an conspiracy against one but as ones guardians or ones betters, or in charge of one and so on.  It includes association with people and women, that of recognition and it seems that nearly all things ones life or everything where it is all shifted into being legit.

Where you find that they will not approve of anything in ones life, until one approves of them or gets on with them or gets married, and they are very much against ones identity, against people recognise one as ones self and prefer one to be of character hence one becomes alienated.   It all shifts to being the actions of an organisation to that of those around one and everyone where they all will justify there stance, and one is just dealing with a lot of rubbish, many things are just in ones head, or the arguments are all in ones head. 

Many things with organisation and blacks being in ones head and wanting one moulded or to see that which goes on around one differently those around one differently, to be alienated, to know that nobody likes one  or nobody wants to know one or have anything to do with one to see that or acknowledge that nobody will talk to one or listen to one.  alas things are just normal and everyone is just going on about there own business and jobs and they are also still very strangers. 

It is always that way in many environments that one has worked in, where i one is getting to know those around one and so on, but them all as an conspiracy or that organisation is working to have one alienated.  The situation could be as they are saying so, or want one to see things as, but one sees things as being normal and is not really testing anything, and i do get on with people and am busy with my own work and my own things to worry about what is going on around one.

I leave things to being normal, and talk to people and get to know them and take things from there and even if one has issues with those around one, i do not bother and dismiss things cause those in ones head are more of an threat, an I need to keep my head about me. Things could be interpreted wrongly with respect to those around one and what is going on around one, but still not important where it is those in ones head which is that conspiracy and the threat to one.

Old logic gates was that those in one head are an threat to one and that conspiracy and those around done are influence by that organisation where i know nobody and nobody knows one so if one was to have issues with those around one, there could be linked with organisation, but suffix to say i should not really have any issues with anyone, since i know nobody. 

Old logic gates has changed to present events, where everybody knows one and everybody knows of implants, and everything is as that organisation concludes to things to be as where nobody cares or wants to know or listen to one. Where everybody knows and ones mind or thoughts are broadcasted, they know of china , and are against china and for Asians, and will listen to Asians and blacks in everything and one is supposed to bend or listen to Asians and blacks first in all things before one can move any further in any direction.  

One is supposed to get on with Asians and Blacks first, and talk to them and be friends with them before one can talk or associate with whites if at all, where they as organisation disapprove.  Asians and Blacks are both as an organisation and able to blame whites and accuses whites as being that organisation or that organisation as being whites hence not allowing themselves to be considered as an organisation or guilty in any way. 

Where I say or accuse an organisation it is one of the races which is causing one issues, i sometimes know which race it is but without evidence or that degree of certainty i can not really accuse them and it all just allows the other race to cause one issues hence to mix one up as to whom is to blame.  Organisation does not approve of me talking to anyone, or anyone recognising anything about one, and want one isolated and to bend to them to listen to them to talk to them and to go through them first.  

They are moving with some degree of power where everyone needs authorization from them or seems to need there permission in all events because this is an conspiracy, then everyone prefers that permission from Asians or family or blacks.  Asians or organisation rejects everything and everyone from ones life and insist that one must get married first. They all will argue to only want one married and that one must get married first and i reject marriage and there presence in one head to this control they have over one life. They will perhaps play mind games as to whether they are to blame or guilty of anything. 

They are doing one head in and attacking one mind and have this policy to keep one isolated and confined to themselves, and some circles they may be moving with some legitimacy, but i know them to be dangerous and guilty of causing one harm or doing one head in and experiments to being ones head all my life to having this control over one head and one’s life it is all organisation and conspiracy that all shifted to anyone or someone with legitimacy.

The problem comes about where they all do not want to talk to one until one get married and not want to know anything or listen to anything until one get married and will not have anything to do with one unless one agrees with marriage. Other issues include them as blacks not wanting one to have anything to do with whites and blame whites for implants and conspiracy, and will not allow one to have anything to do with whites and are hostile towards over such matters and forcing one into marriage also and into being bound to Asians and themselves. 

Other events include them all wanting whites to hate and to act against one and encouraging them to be nasty to one or to have an issue with one, that is then passed over as an race things or something that is linked to the organisation but them as blacks are distant from any blame. they do not for instance want whites or anyone to be doing one any favours or liking one, or being friendly with one or smiling and talking and being nice to one, and do insist on marriage and argue that the wife will do all those things, including helping one.

Many reasons are given for there stance against one,  but they are just explanations or reasons or just arguments or what ever they all think there views and opinions, just things which they want to argue in ones head but nothing that I can use or state as evidence as things going on here.  They are hostile will argue to know better then one and to listen to them, that is gaining momentum as time goes on where one is getting worse ones intellectual ability is damage ones mind and brain is not working that well and ones memory is very poor at present, all because they have implants to cause that problem.

The situation then exist that one is isolated, and nobody likes one or nobody knows and, and one is alienated,   where there is a lot of rubbish adding this isolating or alienation where they all want one blamed for insanity, and issues and problems that exist within society that which the conspiracy has brought about and in effect covering up that conspiracy and organisation.

They want one blamed or accused of being racist and that of being trouble, and one has to prove otherwise to prove that one is innocent.

Issues on them all wanting me to deal with things on one own and to for them to teach one and they argue that one must “learn”, it all implies that one is wrong and one is at fault they are guiding one, or ones betters and in charge and this placement of themselves as being in charge, and having rights to act against one. It is all very sick where they are organisation  and very much that regime which is just managing to cover itself up.

It is torment that one is dealing with, as to what others are thinking of one and the wrongness that they have judged one by and what one is guilty of, how one is wrong to how one is going to get on with one life or to live ones life to do things in ones life but alas one has to deal with there presence.  they have there terms and conditions installed within ones future, as to what one can do and can not and how one is to get out of this mess. 

With respect to associating they do not want one talking to anyone or having any friend or an social life, until one get married, not that an social life is that important where one has to deal with implants, I am just using the fact that they are against such associating or any forms of enjoyment in life, hence there presence and conspiracy. I would drink and go out and mix and go clubbing and party and so on, but that organisation has ill intentions and will attack ones mind, they will make one sick.

Association has many things to it including saying the right things, hearing and listening, and recalling information, knowing what to say and whom to talk to, the other things is to be allowed to decide whom one talks to cause there are some silly people out there and well there would be no point to have an meaning full conversations with them. other issues would be that small slander and rumours would hinder conversations and relationships just rubbish that people make up. It is there intentions to prevent any association or relationships to prevent one from talking about implants or conspiracy to hint it all or to probe and to decide as to whether it is wise and whether they are capable of assisting one. 

It is much better for me just to go to nation and tell them what is on one mind and to let them know of implants and conspiracy and that such an organisation exist.  at present i need to decide what i say to those whom i work with or associate with or am making friend with, whether i say anything or nothing or at all or how to go about talking to them about this and implants.

I do need to get too know them first, that is not happening so easy with one being moved about or organisation being around one and able to move faster then me, whilst one is not sure what i would say to those around one whilst the organisation insist that talk to someone.

They are using the idea that i do not say anything to anyone, so nobody can help or assist and that nobody knows or cares and ones mind is toyed with them all just causing one issues and problems and nobody can do anything unless one talks.

Problem with talking is that one has to know people and organisation does not want to do anything until one get married, they will argue that nobody will listen and that everyone wants one married and that if one get married then they would listen and talk to one.  that all shifts to race issues that whites will not listen to one and do not care and are to blame hence hostile, and not really in there interest and that one cannot trust them. That leaves Asians and blacks whom will not have anything to do with one until one get married and then they want to handle, and will insist that one does as they as and does as one is told.

The problem is that i know them as Asians and blacks to be guilty  of the same as whites and consider the same as that organisation, they cannot be trusted and are very much guilty of using implants and being one head and causing one mental issues and problems, to messing with ones Brian and one’s life.  Other issues is that they all wanted one insane and dead other wise one may well have fallen into an race thing and complied with there regime or organisation, if they had explain the implants or conspiracy. 

They do want one to fall in line with there demands not sure where it is all leading, they perhaps know i would not approve of there racism or ill intentions, and are just going on about marriage and insisting that one gets married and that all the want is for one to get married.

On talking well i would talk to anyone and just talk normally, not too sure about talking about conspiracy where people are not always that clever to deal with such an problem, whilst i am aware that insanity has perhaps taken hold of many people and society, and working with them on this would be an problem. Other issues on insanity and organisation where that organisation will torment one and others and will want that insanity induced and for me and perhaps other to break to crack hence i guess to make sure they all stay in power or are not challenged.

Not sure if there insanity has been dealt with but nation maybe allowing for them all to satisfy there madness not sure if that is the right thing to do but it is still costing one and keeping one in this mess where there madness also includes controlling one and using implants to being ones head and doing one head in.  On association, it is difficult thing this where if one was to mix in with people and insane games then one would end up insane or mental.

Peoples method of dealing with this conspiracy and organisation differs from my own and i would just become bound or mixed up in whatever they do, with my own thoughts being erased. The problem comes about where they are just playing the game as set by that conspiracy hence organisation.  They are just covering up that conspiracy or organisation with everyone being involved and playing into some insane game.

Memory becomes a problem where i do not recall as well anymore, not recalling names, or information, and hardly know anything to converse over or to have an conversation over, i do know about this conspiracy or implants but hardly anything else so conversations become dead an end. It is also a problem where i do not recall what is being said to one, where one is distracted with them all nattering ones head and want one to be pressured in such a manner where others are talking to one, and one is not listening and so on.

Memory and writing is also an problem where i do not recall as well, with ones mind being blocked up, to them all countering recall or ones thoughts and making what ever one does difficult. They are against all that one does but only want this to be about marriage and want to be officially against women in ones life. They will argue to just want one married and hence being against associating or explain things away by arguing to just want one married.

As an organisation they are however against everything about one and very hostile and mean very angry and causing one lots of harm and problems. Always been messing with ones head and one has to prove it, prove there presence and prove the implants hence can then argue that the problems or mistakes are because of them all messing with one head.  one is making mistakes in recalling information, and typing errors to always being tired to them all just in ones head and just being against one.

They want one consider rubbish or crap and thick and always just slandering one and having one put down and not wanting one to be liked, to be isolated and forced into marriage, where they will argue to just want one married, whilst annoying one or messing with the brain, causing one torment and problems, shouting at one and doing ones head and causing the mind problems and pain and putting one in mess to being angry at one and waiting to pounce on one. 

Mostly they are pressuring one into marriage but always going on about married and asking one to get married and not wanting to know about anything else just always or constantly asking one to get married and whether  i would get married and insisting that one must that they want one married, and insist on married and shout and angry insisting that ones marriage must happen that one must get married and that one will or must and should and that they are telling one not asking one and continue on telling one to get married.  

It all just occupies ones mind, one is not able to then converse or happy, and tends not  care about that which goes on around one where ones mind is then shut down, and not open to everything else going on about one just mostly arguing back.  The mind is then not aware of

those around one or is not thinking about giving up smoking or things are washed out of ones head one is more inclined to smoke, and not very friendly or sociable. 

Ones mind becomes damaged and repressed and one becomes upset, and many things are  just insane out of ones life, where i would then go out drinking or go out training or would not be in the mood of studying or watching movies and other things  are just forgotten as to what was said to one or what one was asked to do or what i have to recall, and it is all just harm and damage, them all messing up ones life or making one life hell.  They just always just asking one now will you get married,  as they have some point or something and boasting about removing women from ones life.

One is them spending all my time dealing with them all in ones head and arguing back and refusing to get married where i do not see the point in there marriage, and i do consider them as an threat to one and very much an organisation and conspiracy.   I know them to be as such but they just argue otherwise, wanting whites consider guilty and to blame and are forcing this issue or conspiracy to be as everyone. Where one is them arguing against anyone and everyone to everyone wanting one married or telling one to get married.

Asians insisting on married and everyone wanting to see things there way and just alienating one where i would then be up against  Asians over this marriage issue and race issues over implants and conspiracy what Asians want.   One being then very much isolated and alienated where i do not get on with people or people do not want to get one with one until one get married, with the organisation arguing and insisting that if one was to get married then everyone would like one or talk to one or be nice to one and then everyone would be ones friend and everyone would be able to listen to one.

They argue over this idea of being ones friend and insisting one wanting to be ones friend and will be ones friend if one was to get married, and they would listen to one and would understand one if one was to get married and if one get married then they would listen to one and only after one get married.  Lot of pressure on that and lots of torment and arguments where they just argue on that as terms and conditions, insisting on married then they would  listen to one and will want to hear one and want to know about one or what one is complaining about.

Always doing one head in and just preventing one from being in the mood of associating or even considering talking or mixing with others around one, and in effect forcing me to become mixed in with themselves where they insist on married and then being ones friend and talking to one and will sort one out with friends and will insist on talking to one.

They argue that they do not care what one says or has to say or thinks or how one protest or what one says or writes, or what one argues back on they do not care and nobody cares and nobody is going listen and that they just ignore one and continue with there pressure and mental torture into married. They argue that they will ignore one and do not care as to what one say or writes about and one has always protested against there marriage all my life, but they just do not care and are intent on driving one mental into marriage.

One is complain of there presence in ones head, that they should not be in ones head or using the implants that there is not point to them all using the implants or being ones head, and as such they are driving one insane and want one insane and dead. There is no point to there pressure, alas they ask one “ will you get married”, i mean whom are they to ask they say “your betters”, and just have this nack of making one mad. 

I do not know whom they are and do not want them in ones head but they have chosen to live in ones head, and are always an source of torment, just there presence but that is not enough for them since they want one insane hence there conspiracy to insane one, there constant use of the implants which is just them all covering from wanting one insane via insisting on just wanting one married.

All of this is keeping one isolated and alienated where they are active moving to have one disliked and want everyone to hate one and dislike one and to be nasty to one, but suffix to say they are in ones head and able to cause lots of issue and problems there.  They all are just

hiding behind marriage and acting as if everything is ok, and that they are not causing one problems or harm, and one has to prove they are, and to remove them from ones life.

They insist on marriage hence one is then unable to remove them from ones life, and one is unable to get them out of one head where they all insist on being ones head until one get married and allows them into ones life,  i do not want anything to do with them or want them anywhere near me, and know them to be mental and horrible people.  I know them to be insane and driving one mental and being impossible, to them all crying and being upset to insisting one just wanting one married.  

I would then be able to get them out of ones life, and this is about them all being ones head and using the implants and going after one head to them all intent on going after one head and doing ones head in until one agrees to there marriage.  They all have that as an policy and well organisation would do so if they are able to cover up in this manner. As an policy they are going after ones head and causing on issues at set times, as in when the mind is weak or ones attention is elsewhere or i have to be somewhere to do something or when i have something on my mind as in when ones mind starts working, or when waking up or when in the shower, and just going after ones head and putting one in an bad mood and ones mind becoming repressed.

They want it as one asking for it, and are built around hate and anger to joining up with others to pressure one, this all shifts to being about mirage and about ones ill intentions or as to what one say so what they all are accusing one of saying and doing and one has to prove ones innocence where one is just responding to them all making one mad.

It all is keeping one isolated and tormented, where one is not very sociable, and they do argue on being ones friend or wanting to be ones friend and will be ones friend after one get married, and one rejects there marriage and the idea of being there friend, and they change things to it all as being everyone, and so one has to reject everyone or is rejecting everyone and women and so on.

I do not mind talking to anyone and tend to talk to anyone and everyone, but organisation wants one controlled wants this idea of being ignored or not liked by anyone and nobody wanting to talk to one or know one or will listen to one and nobody likes one until one gets married, not sure about the truth on all this. Where i do talk to people, but that organisation n wants the issue to be in relation to conspiracy and implants and hence nobody wants to know about that or will listen to one about that or with respect to implants.

Not sure if that is so, cause i have not really talked to anyone about and i do not really know anyone, whilst i have mentioned implants a few times and experiments on humans a few times in some lose conversations but it is true that they were not interested, that is fair enough. I may expect say those whom i make friend with to listen but the idea of making friends and those whom one considers as friends is well as is. 

I would have to talk and complain about conspiracy not sure if  i can really do that in an conversations with friends or with strangers, and what would i say is that conspiracy, how would i describe that conspiracy what is that conspiracy and whom is conspiring against one what are they doing where are the what have they done. Imagine me having to explain that they are watching us know and in ones head and know my thoughts they know everything and everyone, and want one as experiments or want to keep one as an Human guinea pig,

and that one has brain implants, that they are in ones head and know my every thought and are reading the mind. 

It is just difficult to get anyone to listen or expect them to listen, and they are bound to consider one to be insane, and so on, not sure if i want to put myself under that pressure or torment.  Much better for me to write it down and to get my thoughts and evidence together, and to send it around the world, and to account for myself it is an conspiracy and they are bound to be dangerous and in this position to set one up for things. 

Not sure what i would say if i got to know a few people as to for women in ones life i would have to quickly explain this in ones head before they end up in danger, or do and say things which would embarrass themselves and such things are often used to humiliate and control people, it is an awareness, the truth of which i am unsure, however it is used on me a lot, where they like putting one down and so on. 

I do not mind talking and making friends but one is aware of the organisations that is intent on forcing about its presence in ones life, they want the implants and are using marriage also to force one into them, where i would be unable to remove them or they are just dismissing any questions that would be asked of them, hence who are they and how do they know about me and the implants, and why marriage, why are they in ones head and how long and what are they doing in ones head what do they know about this and implants and conspiracy. They just want to ask questions to run things and not answer since they are guilty and very much an organisations and nations would enable me to catch them out.

Suffix to say if they are behind the implants they should bring evidence or be witness to problem or issues that one has with implants and other wise. It seems that nobody wants to bring evidence or assist in any ways it maybe that they want the implants and just to raise some arguments of there own or case of there own, as race corners, but they also wanted one dead or they would have been able to do so.  

Not sure if there is some race war thing going on and whether there is racism and all three are full of hate and anger and wanting war, not sure but should be considered since one is isolated not really communicating with anyone, although they are all ones head.  Asians and blacks are mostly hostile and angry at one over marriage after which they intend to force there presence in ones life this running of one life and promise to be nice to one, but they are just dismissing trial issues regarding there presence in one head and use of the implants. 

Not sure how one would proceed with association,  and talking about this but one is under pressure to talk about this, and well i have written about it all but one i do not recall that which i have noted ones memory is poor however at present i am happy that i have mentioned that which i need too and explain myself.  I do like referring people to ones notes as opposed to conversing in ones head or talking in ones head, and may also refer them in reality also,  and they can catch up on that and well i need to read through things also and restore ones mind or ones thoughts.

Organisation wants to talk to one also but they want one insane and sick and will mess up ones mind they want one insane and want to be also using ones notes or thoughts to argue against one, where they are an conspiracy and have an vendetta against one, that is also passing through to being as Asians and blacks whom are intent on using ones thoughts and ones notes to argue against one,  they want to argue to know better then one and that one is wrong or to show that one is wrong or flawed or that one would be nailed or is making a mistake that one is talking ones self into the ground and thick and insist that one is thick.

Hence they do not want one writing and they do not want read and prefer to talk to one, and well not allowing for any evidence of anything, of ones mind or thoughts or that which i would say or any logic or sanity i would present.  There is protocol to protect one from organisation, - where ones thoughts can not be used as evidence against one where i would thing about everything and all possible out come of events, and would consider all things.

Since i have to prove my thoughts are as such, hence my notes can not be used against one,

and it is me in effect whom is presenting them with evidence of information which can be used against one, and well organisation will do so, and is doing so and is using notes to argue against one and acting as if they have something on one and using that as an reason or motive to conspire against one or to be against one.  They are mostly arguing in ones head and getting one to argue back and tormenting one.

Information should not be used against one, but suffix to say they already know everything i know and would be using things cause they know everything i know and just changing as to how they know hence using things from ones notes. Because of memory problems and brain problems i do not like myself being scrutinized and am not ready to answer or explain anything that i may have noted or written, or thought about.

I do not think there is anything anyways but i would need time to get ones thoughts together, with respect to any argument they all want to raise hence prefer all arguments to raised in writing. 

They must have things of there own accord, and in this situation one must protect ones own mind or mentality and keep an record of ones thoughts, I can then argue that my thoughts are as such, or my mentality is as such and as noted and I thought of that which is noted, and ones mentality should run along the same lines as that which is noted. I can not lie about things and need to note down the truth of things cause they know and they will toy with ones mind or would be in a position to use ones thoughts or actions, or to mess with ones head, and whatever and only conspiracy and organisation would be using such information against one.

One is annoyed by the organisation which is driving one insane into marriage and setting the terms and conditions for one, where they are doing ones head in all the time and attacking one and insisting that one must get married then one would be allowed to live ones life. They are preventing one from living ones life in many ways including doing ones head in everyday of ones life and attacking ones mind.   They like to keep one disturbed, hence one is not able too do things in life.

They argue on marriage and go mental over marriage to being all fanatical over marriage, crying, pleading to shouting to being angry and mental at one over marriage,  and causing one harm and attacking ones mind, that is very much habitual from them all wanting one insane.

They are driving one sick and making one very sick with there demands on marriage, where they do not want to listen to anything else.   They have no right to be using implants to being in ones head , I do not want them ones head or one life and one does argue against on everything.

Other paper are written cause this issue is vast and they are causing lot of problem and damage too ones mentality and life, through and via implants , it is about ones mind and mentally it is about ones life ones head, they are in one head and able to attack everything about one, to causing one what ever problems they want and when ever they want. 

Vast issues cause they are mental and driving one insane, cause the want to interfere with ones mind, to this being about experiments to know ones mind to mess with ones head, but they are also very mental and thick just inclined to mess with ones head and life. They also argue to know better then one and hence want things there own way.

They are driving one mental with there pressure on marriage which is effecting everything that one does in life, but they also want to interfere or control everything in ones life hence that of friends or women in ones life to that of money, to the warnings that I would never get anywhere in life, and nobody would listen to one or nobody cares and so on . 

Just nothing things here but some of the information’s does not belong here but belongs  in its own paper,  they are going on about being ones friend that everyone would be ones friend the that they would be able to talk to one and that I would have friend after one get married.  That if one was to get married then they would be ones friends, that one must get married or nobody would be ones friends and nobody would like one.

They toy with the impression on things that one has where it is the length of time and years of events and the years of conspiracy and the events that has occurred in ones life they have made sure of things, to there interpretation of events or that which goes on in ones life, where they want it as nobody likes one, and everyone ignores one and so on.   They argue that if one  was to get married then they would be ones friend that they have rights as Asians and everyone wants to do as they wish, they want to keep one isolated & alienated until one get married.

They do keep arguing as such in ones head and doing one head in and one is then not sociable one remains confined to those in ones head, that organisation they want to play mind games as to whom is guilty with there being everyone in ones head.  They want themselves considered to be innocent and meaning well thus insisting on marriage and argue on wanting to be ones friend and will be ones friend and they would then be able to talk to one and help one.

They are just always doing ones head in with these few arguments, repressing one mind and causing one problems with the implants but one knows to be that organisation, and consider them to be that organisation and conspiracy, and they will argue to be as Asians and as family whom are demanding ones marriage, and insisting on working with one and being ones friend.  They are doing ones head in via attacking the mind and causing the mind problems not sure what they are doing but it is includes loud noise and pops, and knocks on the brain and head and other forces and control and other harm to the brain and including pain.

There pressure is keeping one isolated and It is shutting ones mind down, and it is putting one off from doing things one is damaged with respect to doing things including that of revision,

or studying or using ones mind or thinking. They are keeping one mind repressed, and attacking ones thoughts and using this want for marriage and it is driving one insane.  They want one insane and are guilty of driving one insane and the old insanity was meant to have this same effect on one to damage ones mind, they have found a way of harming and damaging one, a way that works.

They are keeping one isolated with intent where they do not want one thinking about anything including women,  and are mean and horrible an mean to cause one harm until ones breaks and cracks they want one to cracks which is the same as going insane. I guess they do not want one to prove that they are wrong and at fault and thick and rubbish in things, wanting to argue about women and doing ones head in over such matters and finding that as an good enough reason to make ones life hell and to mess up ones life.

They do attack the mind for the very purpose of having one in an bad mood and unsocial-able and not happy and not then friendly and talking or making friends with people thus making ones life hell.  They all seem obsessed with marriage and mental and crying over marriage,

insisting on marriage and using that as means of forcing about there presence in ones life going on about talking one and being ones friend and insisting one just being ones friend after one get married. Arguing that all they wanted was to be ones friends, and asking and demanding that ones gets married. 

They are forcing about there presence in ones life, and repressing any rejecting that one would have, not wanting to listen and ignoring counter arguments, where i do not know them, and that nobody has stopped them from talking to one and that one does not  want them in ones head, that they should explain what they are doing in ones head that they must face trial that one wants them on trial for being in ones head to them all driving insane that insanity has to be brought to trail, including there insane sounds.  So many other questions where they are as an organisation, but do not want to be consider as such, and alas want to argue as anyone and everyone and just finding some other reason or the other to argue and to say things to one in ones head,  including accusing me of wanting war.

They are as everyone but also as insane people who refuse to get out of one head and are just arguing against one to have one nailed to have one finished to make sure that one does not have an case against them and they are as everyone or an organisation.  As an organisation they are makings rue that i do not question them and prove that they are that conspiracy and organisation or that they are guilty of this conspiracy. Using marriage as means of repressing any questions or preventing me from bringing them to trial.

Other issues are them all wanting what ever one has and that is something they have all be using or toying with throughout ones life hence one remains isolated, where they would want one money or women or fame or and power so on and why should they admit to there guilt or conspiracy or incriminate themselves,  thus they have all as everyone chosen to use one and to keep one as an human guinea pig. 

An idea that they are all in this together or they are as everyone and all three races are in this together,  it would explain why one is isolated & alienated throughout ones life, and they all in ones head or using the implants and behind the implants and very much an conspiracy against one.  It would explain why they all have it in for one as Whites or Blacks or Asians. It is a problem where they want one mixed up in an race issues and race arguments and that of an race war and for one to be blamed to giving rise to such issues. One is isolated and one does not know anyone one is then not linked or able to give rise to any issues that exist here, one has nothing to do with anything here.

Other issues includes them all reading the mind and stealing ones thoughts, they are brainwashing one and have been doing so for some time, stealing ones thoughts and reading the mind, and want to mess with ones head in such an fashion.  Where they would read ones thoughts in there own voices and,  want ones thoughts as there own mixing one up as to whether ones thoughts are ones own or forcing one to question ones own mind, to them all accusing me of copying. 

They want to interfere with the mind and are stealing one mind, or capturing ones thoughts, not allowing ones thoughts back into ones head, one is then kept mindless, with them all wanting to be ones head and reading the mind and wanting everything mixed up, as to whether ones thoughts are ones own to them all saying things in ones head at random to using ones own thoughts . They are also forcing one to forget ones thoughts one is losing things to

them all wanting ones intelligence as there own,  they want ones ideas as there own, want to argue that ones thoughts or ones mind, can not be considered as ones own.

They will argue that one can not have things both ways where they are say forcing in war games and errors one argues that they are doing so or poising  up the mind then one argues that ideas are ones own and so on they argue accordingly.   it is all forcing one to deal with such things there presence and they are just annoying one in what ever one does, whilst they are forcing one to become thick they want one thick and are working on having one consider thick and to come across as being thick. 

There are many things on this attempt on them all forcing one to be considered thick, including one forgetting things to one making mistakes on typing spelling, maths them all being in one head and forcing the errors and saying things in ones head to oppose ones mind and working of ones mentality on doing maths or reading an understanding , they mess with ones head or say things that distracts one and effects ones thinking.   They are interfering with the mind and doing so out of habit they have all made the use of implants an way of life.

They want one to be thick and are perhaps doing a lot more things to make one mind weaker, and that includes reading the mind and stealing one mind and forcing one to come across as being thick, i would say things differently and one is forced to say things in error and that would be the same as ones mind being read and stolen but read back to one differently and weaker, it seems that one is saying what one wants to say but doing so weaker and not so strongly as one is capable of.  Notes should be compared with respect to what one has written in the past and to check on the difference in ones mentality, that which say one has describe and written 10 years ago or a number of years ago to that which one writes now, one is just checking one ones intellect, and one means to argue that they are making one weaker.

There is an problem where they want to argue over ones mind and thoughts as to whether one thoughts are one own and to dismiss all of ones thoughts or all that one has done,  they want to dismiss written work that which one has argued on and that which they have always chosen to ignore or dismiss. Nb of importance is that one means to protect ones own thoughts and ideas and theories, and ones intelligence as ones own.  

I do not see why i should have anything to do with anyone here, where i do not and have never had anything to do with anyone here and they all want to keep one isolated or do not want anything to do with one.   They are mixing one up into race arguments or issues but they are still an organisation which has kept one isolated and alienated from society and everyone.

They do argue and go mental over marriage and are driving one mental and being mental , screaming and shouting and attacking one’s mind, and demanding that one get married and insisting that one must get married.

They are causing one harm and doing ones head in and it is all just an way of life where they have always been doing so and are just finding more reasons to do so, more reasons to attack ones mind to harm one to go mental and to shout and to be angry and shouting and demanding that one gets married. They argue and will not stop arguing and refusing to get out of one head and refusing to stop going on about marriage, always asking one and continuously asking one to get married or one can go insane an mental and commit suicide, it seems they only way one is going to get out of this hence one argues on this all being murder.

They are thus accused of wanting one insane and dead and just being clever about going on about marriage insisting on marriage,  and doing ones head in and attacking one mind ad not wanting to know of anything or listen to anything other then ones marriage.  they argue that everyone would listen to one after and if one was to get married then everyone would be ones friend and everyone or they would be nice to one and only if one was to get married.  They argue and are forcing themselves to become bound to everyone and anyone and are coming at one as anyone and everyone whom insist that one must get married.

They then argue continuously over marriage and one’s life what one’s life would be like or is like and just and how one’s life would be better , if one was to get married, and insist on being ones friend or everyone would be ones friend, and everyone would talk to one, and they would all be nice to one  and only if one was to get married. They also use the idea of one being in this mess and that one has to deal with this problem of implants’ and conspiracy one and that one is on ones own and has to deal with things ones own accord where they all will just continue to cause one problems and to do ones head forcing about marriage and forcing me into there regime or there cover up or there mix up in all things.

They are mental and going mental in one head shouting and screaming in one’s head and just finding reasons to shout and screaming to getting one to smoke and using mind control to force about errors, to just doing one head in and attacking one mind and doing so without  being seen to be doing so or and without being deemed to be having ill intentions or to be meaning one harm but are causing one harm all the time.  Implants are able to cause one harm they just mental over things, and playing some character roles and will move to just drive one mad into marriage and into there regime. 

They argue to be in trouble and to be in lots of trouble and just going mental with that angle and insisting that one must get married or the would be in trouble and shouting and just using that and using and coming up with other arguments,  and just harming one and doing ones head in and but always covered up by insisting on just wanting one married.  this is about driving one insane them all wanting one insane they are all very much covered up form that abut are still driving one mad and insane.  They are conspiracy and organisation and are moving against one and are bound to everyone or linked to everyone where they have got everyone against one or everyone is co-operating with them and everyone wants to listen to them and side with them as they are Asians or have some right of way that all shifts to blacks whom want the right of way in things and this control factor over one and ones life. 

We just end up arguing and them all just driving one mad with there arguments being in one’s head and one having to deal with them and argue back and they just will not stop driving one mad where there is not reasoning with them, they do not want to reason or understand they just want one to do as the want. It has always been that way where one has no choice in events or the factors within ones life where they know they are watching, and move and act against ones every thoughts.  They are just mental and driving one sick, but they want to come across as meaning well or using the sympathy vote from everyone, to controlling ones life or running ones life and making ones life hell and insisting that one get married or they will just continue to make ones life hell.

Things have changed from them all being considered an conspiracy or an threat to one to this idea of being as everyone and society and them all wanting one married and being in an difficult situation.  They do argue over marriage insisting that one must get married then one can have friend or everyone would be ones friend and they would be nice to one and the would then sort one out and i would money friend and perhaps a life.  They erase the fact that one is conspired against or that they are that conspiracy and organisation and that there is an trial or case issues to be addressed.

They argue that there will be no trail and they do not want trial,  and that one is just to get married and they would take the implants out of one and want the implants from one, it is also said that the all want to raise there own case issues regarding an threat to themselves.

Issues are raised in accordance to race issues, with blacks and Asians wanting to race case issues against whites whilst one is always dismissed form having say in anything, because i also accuse them as Blacks and Asians from using implants and being just as guilty.

Suffix to say they will not get out of one head and are always in ones head and using the implants  and doing ones head as an organisation or as an Asians or blacks  and white,  always some problem or the other, to them all stealing ones mind to blocking ones brain from working normally or naturally.  They are driving one mad over that which i do in ones life and that which  i will be doing, issues being over that which one does in the future or the next ten years of one life.

As an organisation they want to keep one wasted and repressed, and have always done so and are moving to do so or intend to do so with respect to the next 20 years of one’s life,  meddling with things knowing one mind and thoughts and knowing what one has in and forcing about there presence and role in things to this control over that which one will do in life they know that which one has in mind, projects ideas research theories builds or how one would spend money or with whom.  

They do argue over marriage, and argue that everyone would be ones friends and would talk to one and so on one argues that they are not ones friends,  and issues continue where they are using  things to prevent one from considering trial and forcing one into dumb argument or insane arguments’ where i  have to reject them and prevent them from coming into ones life or argue over there presence  in ones head insisting that i do not want them in ones head or ones life and over issues on what they are doing in ones head.

They are using everyone and implied that everyone would be against one  until one gets married, and that one has no life until one get married and they  forcing this to be about married and other aspects of one life not about there presence or whom they are and so on it is something that one is used but all the same it is all very sick or insane of them. 

One does not have anything to do with anyone here and making friend or bringing about association has not worked, and organisation or conspiracy is against it all so one figures,

it is best not to have anything tod o with anyone here or to be careful whom one associates with, but on saying that one would always mix and talk and associate with anyone but i guess

i would be or maybe very selective over those whom i would trust.

I have not intentions of working with or associating with those in one head, or those behind the implants, or those whom are using the implants or those whom i think  means one harm or has caused one harm.  I have not intentions of associating with those whom i do not like and those whom are hostile towards one, that includes Asians whom are shouting ones head and Blacks whom are hostile towards one, calling one thick and wanting one consider thick and dumb and being rude towards one.  They are very hostile also, where they will fight over control of one or over one, and i guess it is about money and power. 

I have not intentions or mixing with those whom i consider to mean one harm but they are in ones head watching one and forcing about there presence in ones head and into ones future,

knowing everyone i know they are able to link up with then and mean to become involved  through them but they are as an organisation, they are just driving one sick,  insisting on marriage and preferring one to be isolated to one having to explain or may have to give reasons as to why i do not like them or want to talk to them.

I guess they want to talk about implants  and that of conspiracy and want to become involved, but i do not know whom they are and the may well be that organisation, and have chosen to cause one harm and now mean to change sides or cover up themselves up, or forcing there own presence into ones life and into an position where they are able to continue to cause one harm and problems,  alas protocol exist for protection all of which are violated.

i argue against having anything to do with them where i do not want them in my head or my life but they are forcing about there presence both in ones head and ones life forcing one into marriage and forcing one to be bound to them. They have planed ones life and everything that one does in life accordingly, and there roles in ones life and if they get away with one thing they will try another.  They are just going to cause one problem after another for rest of one life and they have always done so that is just going to continue.

I just do not get on with them, it is very much an mentally clash and they  are and have always just done one head in until they get things there way. That all continues to this marriage things to them all wanting implants and to stay in charge and in power, they want o be in charge of one and over one, and this nation may give into them cause white are to blame or they all consider whites to be blame.

They are driving one mental and have always done so to being against everything that one does they are just mental or insane people whom refuse to get out of one head and mock one saying here have some money and just sit with that and spend that, but insist on marriage first.  they are  going on about being ones friend and talking to one but one rejects that with the all being angry or mental or want to argue over race things and that arguments are applicable to white but not them selves.  They do not consider themselves to be at fault or to blame for anything. 

They are driving one mental over marriage that is just repressing one mind and putting on in bad mood not sure how much other pressure they are guilty of causing but maybe they are doing so and pulling the strings where they do mock one saying they are doing so and well they have always put one under pressure just that things get worse or they just find other means of causing one more pressure.  That includes saying so in one head and shouting  in one head and just going after one head and just  attacking one head to watching one and saying things  negative about one and wanting it as if one does not know what one is doing or

that one is not capable of doing whatever is doing or that one is wrong or has made an mistake, and that people are not happy with one.  

All this pressure is putting one in an bad mood where they say and mean to argue that one does not know what one is doing and want to argue that one is making mistakes that one is forgetting things which one  is and one is not doing as one is asked, not sure how much of it all is because they are in ones head, but aware of them , they are always messing with the brain and messing with ones typing and able to erase thoughts , and putting pressure on saying hurry and other things. Warning one that one will lose ones jobs and so on.

Pressure adds on where they are pressuring one into marriage and insisting on marriage then everything would be ok and so on and wanting to talk about marriage and to argue and to persuade  one on married and they are just obsessed with marriage and there plans for one.

they are keen to talk to one about married and but will just drive one mental until one get married they do argue that the want to talk to one but at present they are just happy doing ones head and driving one mental until one get married.

It is all keeping one isolated, where one is just pressured and dealing with them all in ones head and they are just driving one mental with there dumb arguments whilst my own thoughts are repressed or washed from one where i have been arguing against them all my life and have rejected them and there arguments as being sick and so on but they are intent on there marriage and using implants to repress ones mind to brainwash one of ones thoughts and ones mentality hence any resistance that i put up against them all. 

I do argue that i do not want anything to do with them, and that is mostly to do with those and them all in ones head and those behind the implants where id o not want them in my life, will not want to talk to them or have anything to do with them and will or do want them on trial and will argue over there guilt. They have other plans where they are dismissing trial  but do want to argue against one over all things and do want to go against and do have it in for one this is as they are doing i ones head and with the implants.

I do reject them and do not want anything to do with them as those in ones head or those behind the implants,  i do not approve of there presence in ones head or ones life, but they do care as to whether one approves or not,  and we do argue over talking and association where they want to talk to one and force about there presence in ones life, and this running or control over ones life but only after marriage will they talk to one and be nice to one and only after marriage will they be ones friend. But until marriage they will have nothing to do with one. 

I do not want them in my life or my head and i know they are guilt of driving one mental and messing with ones head and experiments so on, and it is all just mind games where they will argue that it is someone else and they want to help one and talk to one but one must married but i know they are guilty, and it I about proving it all.  i reject them and will not approve of them in ones life or ones head they all shift to implying that means everyone and anyone and have made sure that nobody has anything to do with one that ones arguments are applicable to everyone they want it as everyone.

They want everyone bound to this and in this to be in this together and i find myself being up against everyone and rejecting everyone,  where everyone is deemed to be complying with that organisation or an part of it all or co-operating with the all to ones mind being tampered with and messed with them all saying things in ones head to that effect. Maybe it is so , and maybe they are all linked and maybe they are all doing as they are asked to do via that organisation or involved and playing there role in things.